La Dee Dum

It's 12.15 now.It is always time like this when i'm feeling pensive and needing someone to talk to.Minutes ago,I wanted to blog about an unhappy thought until I heard fireworks that made me forgot EVERYTHING about it.every single thing.i typed my first letter and the fireworks went off and I was like "what did i wana say already.." WTF

ok la happy thoughts now cos it's deepavali !!! HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO EVERYONEEEEE!!! Everyone cos we're 1Malaysia like that *flare nostrils* :D two open houses to go,gonna stuff myself mad in about 12 hours later.

hmmm what else.happy thoughts happy thoughts.
ah.
sis left to Korea with the boyfriend hours ago and I asked her to buy like 8 different brands of BB cream.but it's super worth it la i tell you,cos beauty products there are like cheaper than those that are sold here by 80%.sometimes 100%.one mask from Sasa costs MYR 9.90,same thing from Korea,MYR 1.you do the math.

what else.
this morning,i am ... ---> this close to making the world's most awesome cheese omelette..as in round and perfect.but the cheese decided to stick on the pan.and i dont even know how is this relevant to my happy thoughts.

alright gotta sleep before i become crappier.driving lesson tomorrow,dont want to get all sleepy and absent-minded :P
p/s : fireworks still going on.my neighbourhood's indians damn rich.

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It's a wonder how a good night sleep can change my total perspective on certain things.all it takes was just a night to make things fall into places again. i hated people telling me to sleep whenever i share my problems with them.
"go to sleep dear,everything will be alright tomorrow." familiar? i used to think it's a common phrase to use when somebody is just not interested in your problem. but it turned out to be quite true..

i've been feeling extremely cranky lately.hates myself during PMS period.

skipped school today and slept till 11.bliss.

Recent Love

Totally in love with pin-up art nowadays.think Katy Perry,Christina Aguilera,Marilyn Monroe,Heidi Van Horne and my fav,Dita Von Tesse.all those pin-curls,bright red pouty lips,dramatic expressions..me likey.LOL

and yeah,that's a lot of pin up pictures,cos i'm free like that.

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When you tell someone a good night,do you really mean it?do you really want the person to have a good night or was it just to end things easily?

if you don't mean it,i'd rather you say nothing at all.

do you like post-rock? i hope you do. if you like mogwai we'll be best friends.

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i wanna go to a carnival ; to play games and win some cheap soft toys.and merry-go-round.

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not happy.

Cause You and I Were Meant To Fly

Yay trial's over :D i finally have the time to watch Oprah,read my Haruki Murakami which is collecting dust on my bedside table( i can't believe i didn't read a single page yet since i bought it a month ago) and most importantly,taking naps without setting the alarm.for your info,i'm an afternoon nap person so i have to take a nap after school(or else i'll die at 8 pm wtf) and usually it will be about 2 hours plus.sigh that divine two hours plus.but everyday throughout the entire last 3 freakin' weeks,i had to set alarm to reduce my nap time to half an hour.which probably equals to no nap at all.T.T

I even had to study during my birthday can you imagine that.and to make things worse,it was Physics paper the next day.FML

speaking about that,about an hour past midnight on my birthday,Nate's sis and her friends came over to my place and they brought this..



which made me went awwwww...extremely sweet of the boyf to ask them to do so.

=(

I'M GONNA FAIL MY MORAL PAPER.SIGH :(

i give you ten bucks if i don't.

Nerd Mode

I skipped school today and planned to study at home but couldn't seem to focus DON'T KNOW WHY!!!!! it's really,really frustrating.I don't know how people can stand hours infront of the study table.it's even more frustrating when you set a target for yourself before you open your book-i think a lot of people do that and at the end of the day,you're far far far far behind your target(page) cos you can't stop going out of your room to watch Oprah,to play with the dog and to do every other pointless thing in the world such as..turning on the computer to find out that you don't have a reason to on it and you can't do anything but to turn it off.there,15 minutes gone there.

distractions are so annoying.but afterall,i am but my own distraction,if that makes sense to you.

and one more thing.Add Math is also another annoying thing.i've so many many many many friends who either like that subject or are okay with it.cos they said the sense of accomplishment of knowing how to do the math is really good.but how come i don't feel that at all ar?eventhough i took like half an hour squeezing my brain juice to solve the problem and finally got it,i don't feel the accomplishment at all ! i will be like,"oh my god fuck this question." there,that's pay leng for you.and of course,that's just an example.those who know me well will know that i won't even spend 15 minutes thinking about a MATH problem.like i have nothing else better to do.

you know sometimes,I do think that before a person is born,his sprit has to pass many,many stations in heaven.maths skills station,music skills station,thinking skill stations..the more 'good' stations you passed,the better of a person you'll be.and I STRONGLY think that i missed the maths station.=.= a friend of mine told me that she'll puke her kidney out if she ever sees me in the future with a job associated with numbers.so bad hor.

oh and check out these sites.

http://www.dollartochange.com , http://dollartochange.blogspot.com

basically,dollartochange means a dollar to change the world.of course a dollar per se can't change the world,but a dollar from thousands and thousands of people to a million people would make a different case :) so,donate!the money will go to the welfares who got the highest votes.so eventhough you don't want to donate,cast a vote for your favourite welfare concerns.FREE ONE!wtf

ok,really really need to study now.